A week ago (hehehe.. I can hear Zuly saying, "Don't miss the things that are not there"), I went to Kuching. This was the first time I went there. I went there alone without any companion. I don't know why I made the decision of going there. A student whom I now considered as part of my family offered me a stay at his humble home. I accepted and so off I went into the unknown.
I always blog about the things I saw, heard and felt. Today's post is no exception.
A week ago (hehehe.. I can hear Zuly saying, "Don't miss the things that are not there"), I went to Kuching. This was the first time I went there. I went there alone without any companion. I don't know why I made the decision of going there. A student whom I now considered as part of my family offered me a stay at his humble home. I accepted and so off I went into the unknown.
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Each and every person that you encounter in life is sent to you by God/ the universe/ spirit to teach lessons and grow on a soul level (from family to co-workers). If you're going through a difficult situation right now with someone in your life, trust that it's a lesson. This individual is your biggest teacher at this moment in time. Regardless of the outcome, you will learn and grow! - Psychic Medium Bill Philipps It's funny how live presents you with the 'teachers' that you either hate or love them. So far, those who were my great teachers are those whom I really hated. Everyone has anger issues. I don't know about the rest but I get easily angered and irritated a lot. I remembered I used to throw tantrums at my dad (hehehe... so sorry about the things I did) and threw things around. Once, I even threw my expensive HP but luckily it landed on the bed. I would shout at everyone. When I am irritated I would turn in to red monster, I mean literally. I can feel the blood gushing into my head and my face would feel hot. Many things, people or matters can make me angry and irritated for no reason. A dog's bark, a cat's fur, the rain or the sun can turn my perfect day into a bad day.
For the past 2 weeks, I had been feeling under the weather. I got so irritated by one guy, I shall call him John. I didn't know him long but he had been getting under my nerves for quite some time. He's a double-faced person as my friend Ian labelled him. Every week I would hear or see people praising him for something , sometimes for the things which he is not. I felt whatever I do, he would try to imitate. It would really piss me off as seen by Ian and Az. Hahaha (thanks for listening to me yap..yap..yap...). Right now, both of you are my appointed listeners, oh ya... no salary one).
There were days when I would feel pretty down and depressed. On these days, the sky would dull and grey, the ground would be hard to walk on and the world would be colorless. As for me, I would love to find 'hole in the ground to hide' or if I am among friends, I would be moody or irritable. It is not a wonderful feeling. If I allow it to continue, it would slowly consumes me and I would be lost forever. HOWEVER....... The past has no power over us. Even problems have no power over us. Our power lies in the thoughts that we choose to think today. Life is basically a boomerang. What is being thrown out would come to us. If it is not today, then it would be tomorrow. I am just a human being. Being human I cannot run away from having problems. Everyday I am being haunted by problems from all four corners.I cannot outrun them. They are there waiting for me at home, in my car, in the office, in the shopping mall or even if I have gone overseas to travel.
THEY ARE THERE. “If I hold up a glass of water for ten minutes, it will feel heavy. If I hold that glass for 30 minutes, my arm will hurt. If I hold it for two hours, I am a very dumb monk,” chuckles Ajahn Brahmavamso, Buddhist monk and Abbot of the Bodhinyana Monastery in Western Australia. “But” he continues, “If I set the glass down for a few minutes to rest my arm, it will feel much lighter when I lift it again.” _________________________________________________________________________________________________ I guess most of the time I am a dumb person for holding a glass of water for 2 hours. Then I would be complaining non stop about my hand in pain. Everyone of us can never escape from responsibilities, worries and concerns unless you are enlightened. Once we took on the responsibilities, we can never took them off. We would then start to worry about our responsibilities or even concerns about the outcomes. Finally, when we can't take them anymore, we would start to complain, comparing and shoving the responsibilities to the other persons. Then the scenario of her fault, his fault would arise. This is similar to holding the same glass for two hours. Maria mentioned to me that she was upset that her best friends didn't take her advises.
I asked her why would she be upset? She said that person is her best friend. I asked again, why would she be upset? She said it's for her own good. I asked again, why would she be upset? She said she cares about her. I asked again, why would she be upset? She can't answer anymore. I recently had the opportunity of giving a friend a gift that would hopefully bring some much needed ease, grace, and comfort into their lives. To give you a little background, my friend has been struggling financially for a few years, and for the past 6 months has only been making it through by couch surfing from friend’s place to friend’s place.
Fast-forward to a few weeks ago, one of my regular clients who we’ve been working on attracting more financial abundance into their life, came into a massive flow of prosperity. Completely unexpected on my part, this client wanted to gift me with a 1 year fully paid lease to my current home or future living space of my choice as a result of the work we were able to co-create together for them to attract more abundance. |
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